365: DAY 26

DAY 26: 09.17.2020

    Today I am thankful for, well, I don't know really. Today has been very stressful, all the children were finishing up testing, to see where they are at educational wise, as well as our normal everyday schoolwork. On top of that, housework, all of us dealing with seasonal colds, and personally, me feeling like I just can't ever get enough sleep. I had to bite my tongue so many times today, I even had to walk out of the house for a bit and sit on the porch, I just could not take the fighting from the children and the stress of the subjects I was teaching, not clicking. Ty was supposed to have his eye doctor appointment today, I just couldn't, both Fred and I are/were just so tired. What with him working his second job all the time and everything at home falling solely on my lap it seems. It was nice having a 2nd helper with being a teacher last year, but now I have an added student, new grades, and a husband that has to work. I suppose this image is rather fitting for today, I did not plan this either. Sometimes, when you are just at your breaking point, you need to walk away for a bit and "See no evil, hear no evil, and speak no evil". So, I guess I am thankful for my porch and fresh air, where I could walk away for a minute and collect my thoughts. The real reason I took this photo was inspiration from a famous photographer and a lesson Tierney was learning yesterday, which transpired into what Ty and I did here. I guess subconsciously my brain was trying to tell me something.