Day 34: 09.25.20
Today I am thankful for these tablets, shocker I know, you can ask my husband and children, I am VERY ANTI Tablets... Today though... Do you ever just wake up on the wrong side of the bed? My insomnia got the best of me last night, I did not get to bed till 5 this morning and woke up at 8. I was instantly cranky, to add insult, my dryer is not working again and two out of my three photography flashes are no longer working. The kids have spent most of the day fighting; Tabby is jealous Ellie is getting a treat when she poops in the potty, today she said she hates her and she is the worst sister ever. The list just goes on.
If I had a microphone I would drop it on the floor right now, I am done for the day. No pretty picture, no deep thoughts, I just need, I don't know what I need. See you tomorrow. Please Lord, let tomorrow be better. Enjoy my children's messy faces, unbrushed hair, and some beds with no sheets, because as I said earlier, I washed them, but have no way to dry them. UGH
*Update... Funny, I had said to my husband minutes before the incident happened, "It can't get any worse." Never, ever, ever say that, it is like being an ER nurse and saying it is QUITE. You just don't do that. While soaking in the tub to ease my frustration over the day and Ellie tearing up my plant in the bathroom; little miss Ellie decided unintentionally to do a front flip off the top of the bunk bed and promptly goose egged her head. I iced it immediately, kept a close eye on her, pupils are responsive, no vomiting, no instant tiredness, I think she is good. I'm pretty sure my constant Mom worry is what is keeping me awake, I had fallen asleep and after two hours my body woke me up out of fear, fear of what I don't know but now I am awake and unable to fall back asleep. I pray, tomorrow, well actually today at this point since it is four minutes after twelve as I write this update, will be better. I am rambling, which means it is time to get off of here, good night all.
*Update... Funny, I had said to my husband minutes before the incident happened, "It can't get any worse." Never, ever, ever say that, it is like being an ER nurse and saying it is QUITE. You just don't do that. While soaking in the tub to ease my frustration over the day and Ellie tearing up my plant in the bathroom; little miss Ellie decided unintentionally to do a front flip off the top of the bunk bed and promptly goose egged her head. I iced it immediately, kept a close eye on her, pupils are responsive, no vomiting, no instant tiredness, I think she is good. I'm pretty sure my constant Mom worry is what is keeping me awake, I had fallen asleep and after two hours my body woke me up out of fear, fear of what I don't know but now I am awake and unable to fall back asleep. I pray, tomorrow, well actually today at this point since it is four minutes after twelve as I write this update, will be better. I am rambling, which means it is time to get off of here, good night all.
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